>> Thursday, April 7, 2011
An angry stream of consciousness this morning......watch out for the steam venting from my brain!
I'm angry that both sides can't put aside their egos and think about what's best for the people who voted them into office - thinking at the time that a change was going to be made. Yep - here's your change, America.....
I'm angry that our President spent more time focusing on Libya rather than calling members of Congress into his office to say fix this NOW!
I'm angry that our Vice President spent 6 days skiing here in Colorado while I sit here trying to figure out how I'm going to make ends meet if the government shuts down.
I'm a little angry at God right now. I found out last night that a friend of mine lost her baby boy. She was around 35 weeks. What makes this much more painful is that last year - around the same time - she lost her baby girl, Lylac, at about 35 weeks.
I'm angry at myself for not placing more trust in my faith. I'm angry that I'm worrying when I know, deep down, that God will provide - one way or another.
I'm angry at my family. For some reason, they feel the need to "protect me so that I don't worry" - as they like to say. A few days before my mom flew out here, my dad was in the ER for stomach pains. Nobody called me. I found out when my dad let it slip during our phone conversation. I was angry. I'm angry that I'm out here in Colorado and not there in Pennsylvania. I'm angry that no one felt that it was important enough to call me and let me know.
Whew! That felt good! Now off for another cup of coffee!